Why?

It has been the second time already.

The card that I sent home for my sister's birthday last week hasn't reached.

Last month, I sent a Father's Day card for my dad and it didn't reach either. It's weird, coz I sent the Father's Day card on the same day and same time together with another birthday card for a friend. Both are addressed to Kelantan, Malaysia. My friend received her birthday card yet my dad didn't.

Felt so pekchek. It's odd and I couldn't think of a good reason why the cards didn't reach home. I put sufficient postage for those cards; I wrote the correct address....I even sent my sister's birthday card through the post office (while paying the stamp for it) directly and not into the mailbox for the postman to collect.

I guess next time I won't be sending cards to Malaysia anymore. =(

*hopefully the parcel I sent few days ago will reach, please God*

=( why :'(

The birthday cards that my college friends - namely Conney, Ling Weng and Siaw Tze - sent me more than a week ago were now 'officialy declared' LOST. I didn't know what happened to the cards. It didn't reach my mailbox in the Roberts common room. I told the MRS office earlier yesterday about my problem and they said they would check for me. Later in the afternoon a lady called my mobile.

'Sorry dear we can't seem to find your letters...'

'We even checked the South-East Flats, darling...'

'All the halls were checked my dear...'

Yeah the people working at the MRS office were nice people (look at the words they use). But what happened to MY CARDS?! Those are the first cards from them to me. I wonder what they wrote...sigh... T.T

I felt quite sad knowing that my friends intended to send me cards but I didn't receive them. THREE cards even! Three...and plus the fact that they are among my closest college friends...

It was my turn to cook dinner yesterday. I felt cheered up a little when I was making sushi for the first time. The first and second sushi rolls I made could not 'become rolls' coz I didn't know how to join the ends of the nori seaweed together. And I put a bit too much wasabi in the first two rolls...but after the two attempts, I succeeded in making the rest.

Sushi~~

Yummy! Miso soup + sushi with salmon and crab meat and carrot

Somehow we just drifted apart.

Sometimes things are not like we expect them to be
Sometimes things go on in a way that you don’t like
Sometimes things just don’t happen in a nice and beautiful way

Somehow we contact each other less often
Somehow we just don’t talk to each other as much as we used to
Somehow we just smile and say a simple hi to each other and that’s it
Somehow our paths crossed but we never meet
Somehow we just forget how we used to have fun together

Sometimes I wonder is it me or is it you
Sometimes I stare blankly into the big dark sky
Sometimes I am alone in a dark room thinking of you
Sometimes I don’t get it
Sometimes I want to ask why but I cannot get any answers
Sometimes I am confused by the way things move on
Sometimes I feel something is missing

Somebody get me outta here
Outta this place, outta these memories…


How do you think of this poem? Comments welcomed =)