50 reasons

Aki the tiger gave me a new question.

'What are you living for?'

When I was still studying in INTEC, my usual answer was the one and only: 'to bring joy and laughter to people.'

But now, I have a list of answers to this.

1. to taste all kinds of food - Japanese, Italian, French, Korean, Mexican...
2. to learn what it all takes to be a medical student, and a doctor in future.
3. to meet all kinds of people (duh!)
4. to be a role model for my sisters..haha..
5. to be a good listener.
6. to lend a helping hand to people.
7. to give encouragement and support to my friends.
8. to conquer the world of video games..no la just kidding, I don't play sports games and violent games..
9. to create news in the papers =P
10. to play music for my family.
11. to praise my mom's cooking.
12. to be amazed by my youngest sister's creative art talent.
13. to learn to be as hardworking as my other sister.
14. to see pretty, handsome and famous people on TV.
15. to let my friends feel appreciated coz I love them. =)
16. to know that angels exist, just that you don't see them.
17. to read my friends' blogs so that they know that there's someone who will drop comment!
18. to be addicted to chocolates and ice cream. (Not yet, luckily)
19. to see the world!
20. to let people know my name..haha..

The following will be more specific:

21. to be a know-it-all girl for Cheah Yen.
22. to care for Siew Ting.
23. to tease Conney the leopard.
24. to be a good mui mui to Siaw Tze.
25. to learn how to take own picture from Yeu Sheng.
26. to learn cold jokes from Wei Yong.
27. to learn how to be SS like Chien.
28. to learn how to shop like Christine.
29. to tell everyone that Angelene is an angel.
30. to be as cute as Chui Shen the polar.
31. to let Amelene to have something to mumble when she was bored in Akasia last time. (She used to call my name over and over again)
32. to let Chean Ying satisfy her soul of wanting to tie people's hair..hehe..
33. to keep Nooi Hoay's blog alive.
34. to learn 人生道理from Yu Wan and help her to wash dishes.
35. to be as cool as Hsiu Li.
36. to kacau Ling Weng.
37. to be Justina's classmate.
38. to learn how to drink alcoholic drinks from Ryan.
39. to tell Chau Wang not to be so 冲动.
40. to listen to Cheng Khoon if no one's listening to him. (See I so kind)
41. to be as studious as Yun Ying and admire her singing.
42. to think that bacteria can be as big as Shea Chuen but don't call him bacteria. (Again, I am kind)
43. to admire Calvin's badminton skills.
44. to be a funny 'child' like Poh Xuan...hehe..
45. to let Jen Yun miss me.
46. to crap with Yee Fang when she has nothing to do.
47. to let Yie Min kill boredom in MSN.
48. to teach Josephine to be more SS and optimistic.
49. to be as brave as Kia Miang.

And last but not least, most importantly..

50. to bring joy and laughter to people!

拇指的重要性

手指对我们很重要，但最重要的是拇指。

我今天打羽球时左拇指因默察过度而脱皮，隐隐作痛。本来以为只是件小事，没什么大不了，但后来发觉无论做什么芝麻小事我也觉得痛。比如说，写字、开水瓶盖、开highlighter的盖、转水龙头、削苹果。。乍看之下是有点夸张，但我无法避免连做这些事情所感觉到的痛。所以我就尽量少用拇指，但能做的事情法反而更少，不然就是比平时慢点办完事。从来没想过拇指是这么重要，重要到会影响我做事情的速度。我突然想到柯南漫画里有的情节，有一次他必须找出有可能会留下拇指指纹的地方以证明那个人是凶手。他选择了煤气的开关。想想，就连开煤气也会用到拇指！

弄伤了拇指，才发觉到它的重要性；人是不是这样，失去了一样东西，才会发觉到它的宝贵？平时有朋友在身边为你打气加油，伤心时有肩膀可以依靠，等到分离了之后才发觉朋友很重要；步上一个旅程，以为少拍几张照片没关系，等到没能和一起旅行的友伴常常见面后才想到当时应该拍多点照片；同样的，不见了一个锁匙圈，或是一件衣服，才发觉它们存在时没好好利用它们。。

好好珍惜现在的一切吧！不要到失去了才来后悔。。。

big sis said..

Faith@aki says:
u miss me

Faith@aki says:
and i miss u too

Faith@aki says:
haha.. long time din see ur constipation facial look lo

Faith@aki says:
and long time din get punched by u

Faith@aki says:
long time din go cafeteria buy lunch together lo

Faith@aki says:
and long time din look at ur sleepy and yet don wanna sleep facial expression lo

Faith@aki says:
and long time din eat ur mashed potato

Faith@aki says:
long time din eat the food u cook

Faith@aki says:
and long time din listen and sing with u

Faith@aki says:
and long time din sit in the bus with u

Faith@aki says:
and long time din squeeze bus with u

Faith@aki says:
and long time din tease u

Faith@aki says:
and long time din see u dy!!!

*JeSSica* says:
haha

*JeSSica* says:
now only know my importance ya??

Faith@aki says:
haha.. always know one la

Faith@aki says:
just din say it out only ma


Hmmm...seems like she misses me more...haha!!!

k a r a O K e

Just now we planned to discuss about choosing the locations for our rural placement in Yeu Sheng's room, but we ended up singing karaoke!! (We did discuss about the important stuff and transfer photos la of course) We sang a lot of songs...from the oldies by Teressa Teng, Jacky Cheung, some songs which are famous but I don't know who sang them, some Cantonese songs and some Jay's songs. We probably got so excited that we sang too loud, even Cheng Khoon said that he could hear our voice from his room (was he exaggerating?)...it's been a waaaaay long time since I last sang songs with friends, and I miss the times when we went to sing karaoke in KL...

Tomorrow is Anzac Day and it's a public holiday, so no classes. Today was a tiring day - we had classes from 8am to 6pm! First it was two-hour lecture in the morning, then I went for a library class till 12pm, then rushed for my injecting tutorial (yay we learnt how to inject people!!) till 1.30pm, then walked back to campus centre to have my lunch...and another tutorial called Health Enhancement Program from 3 to 5pm, and a replacement lecture from 5 to 6pm. Such a hectic day! I did relax myself during the HEP tutorial when our tutor asked us to close our eyes as she guided us through the muscle tension and relaxation process...we were asked to focus on our breathing, tensed our muscles and then relaxed them, visualised ourselves in a nice place such as by the river. I like this class coz we can close our eyes and relax ourselves...luckily didn't fall asleep, haha..

By the way, I read Siew Ting's blog...did I really repeat that 880908 so many times when I barely knew her that day two years ago?? Hmmm...interesting...hehe..

stabbed by Chien!

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 3 people to do the same test:

I miss somebody right now. (I miss a lot of people le..)
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year. (for good..)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (almost everybody have told me that!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look. (be optimistic =P)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. (which I have just discovered - cooking!)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (and proud of them!)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone. (currently two..hehe)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before. (a sip of beer..haha)
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend. (depends on situation...)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I’m obsessed with girls. (muahahaha =P)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in an musical instrument. (my playing piano skills is just so-so..)
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movie.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (who doesn't?!)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. (not too big things la of course)
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (I love my friends la can?)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

And I 'stab' Ling Weng, Ryan, Yie Min! Hahaha..